How I hate them both!!!

Had to consult Oliver#s doctor this morning because of my headache. He gave me a letter for the Altwienerhof to say that I am off work until next week and some new prescriptions for yet some pain killers. Then straight to the AKH for the advisory session on the blood bank. I nearly fainted there and was shivering all over for 10 minutes. The staff was nice but that did not help much when I saw the needle in my arm. Next week will be terrible. I rang my mother to ask her if she can come with me next week but then I thought it over> This is a really bad idea because she would only make me even more nervous than now. Veli rang and I asked her. She will come with me and I think I am very comfortable with this decision.

On my way back I met my study colleague Estelle by coincidence and we went together to the Burggarten, just talking to each other and enjoying the sunny weather. I went for some shopping later and began working on the details for the storyboard. With the help of some filming books that I borrowed from the library. I will meet Mario, the guy from the 12KMM college, for the project about 3D visualisations tomorrow at the college. The architect has not yet provided any more information and time is running away. There is so much to organise and plan... Maybe we can already go for a rec to Tirol this week-end since I am off anyway. Although I was planning to visit my family in Wiener Neustadt. It has been a while.

Christine has a weblog as well! So now I can follow up on her life in Utrecht.

Went to do some shopping this morning, then to the agency of our teacher but since nobody else of my group came, he cancelled the class. And I was left alone with myself for four hours... That I could have used much better had I known nobody would show up.

My headache has not faded. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. I will see Oliver#s doctor tomorrow for a consultation.

Thursday:
Nothing but College and sleeping.
Could not sleep.
A lot of headache.

Friday:
College, Diplom Project Team meeting, Drum- and Didgeridoofestival at Donauinsel with Sandra and Reinhard - how great!!!, working
Could not sleep on Saturday.
Headache.

Saturday:
Trying to sleep, computer work, working.

Sunday:
Trying to sleep, sunbath, video filming for the project of Kris, Daniel and Estelle and great Firepoi session afterwards at Urania. First time in my life that I am not afraid of fire juggling. :-)
Back home.
Still not tired.

Went to the college early in the morning by subway. The flash lesson was really good and we got our second dipoma teacher.

After school I was going to Burggarten to take a sun bath, listen to music and just relax because my body was still a bit in pain and the sun was so good. I can~t do much anyway so that was good. Heidi joined me afterwards. It is so much fun to see her, we only get to see each other once a year or so although we are both living in Vienna now. We talked a lot and I am looking forward to seeing her more frequently now.

Slept very long and when I woke up my body hurt, I was in so much pain. So I went to the pharmacy and bought some painkillers. And then I got my bike exchanged for a better one. Long story.
I slept nearly the whole day and am feeling a bit better now. The body is still in pain.

I went to my dentist this morning and then to work for Info Research International. Afterwards I wanted to go to the college but a car nearly crashed into my bike because the driver did not respect the red traffic lights. I fell really hard to the ground with my head - and I did not wear my helmet today. The driver drove away and I was left behind laying on the street with many people staring at me but not helping me at all.

I was in a state of shock I guess for the rest of the day because I just cleaned myself up, went to college, cleaned the wounds a bit with water and went to the drumming course with Sandra afterwards. My bike broke down completely then. :-(

Only when I got home, a terrible headache started. I felt really bad and asked several people for their advice. And I think the best was that I should go to the hospital. So I went there and got examined. Result> Severe concussion and contusions in the head area. The doctor gave me some medication and sent me home.
My whole body is still in pain.
I will not be allowed to do anything like reading, sports or computer work for the next week. :-(

After I came back from work, I went straight to bed. I woke up in the early afternoon and took a sunbath. Did some house-keeping. When I asked Oliver to help me put all our paper from the past 4 months into the paper garbage bin he did not argue with me and helped me. He is the kinder one of the two.

I was thinking of a topic for Edi's class. Following the thread about ecology in the vegan forum, I want to make a presentation about sustainable development with emphasis on the world's organic ressources.
Some research in the web produced some useful links:
Austrian Society for Sustainable Development with a myriad of further links
a definition in Wikipedia

Sandra said that the 111 women group wanted to go to the "Miles Smiles" Jazzclub in the 7th district this evening but so far I have not heard from her.

Sleeping, work out, eating, working.

Am reading about the "Manifest des Evolutionaeren Humanismus" at the moment in the web. Its author, Michael Schmidt-Salomon, has some very beautiful and true things to say about the time on earth.
See also this link here about the author.

I went to OGM yesterday morning to get paid for the interviews in French and English that I had conducted a while ago.

In the morning, Clemens came to take some photos of hands in different positions for the wedding calendar of Veli and Nikolaj. It was much fun to do this! I like him so much, he is one of the kindest and frankest people I have ever known. He always says what he thinks and in my opinion that is a gift! ;-)

I was moving all my stuff around in my room as well, went for a short sun bath and got to do a work out session.

In the evening, I was very excited about the Graphische. I could only think of how it would feel to go there again. Could I face the atmosphere, the people, my guy there?

I woke up early enough, after a night without nearly any sleep (I should never deny my psycho state of mind), had breakfast and went to the Graphische by bike.
I arrived too early.
In the end, I think, I could have stayed at home because we did not do much.
I went to Burggarten shortly to meet up with Reinhard for a little poi session and went back to the college again. What a waste of time.

I went home, slept a bit, went for running, got home, got changed, went to Sandra's party, got drunk a bit and went to work where I am now.

Got up late this morning. Did some cleaning up.
Went to do a work out session afterwards and then straight to work.

Now, just sitting at home and downloading some information about nunchakus.
video very artistic moves
video the blind
video double session
video 1 but turn off the music there ;-)
video 2 i like it because of the round moves
video 3 free fall