On Sunday I spent my day with my study colleague Estelle filming the Technisches Museum, the outside facade and the interior and some interview settings. She wants to become a professional photographer and is therefore very skilled with regards to camera settings and aesthetic pictures. This is also useful for video cameras. I wished I had paid more attention last year in the class of my photograph teacher. It is extremely difficult for me to handle the video camera without photographic knowledge.

We went to the house of her boyfriend and had a very interesting discussion about sustainable development and consumer power.

I went to class on Monday and on Tuesday to Susanne at geyrhalter film. She listened to our concept and gave me a lot of useful hints for or filming project. The most interesting thing she said is that I should trust my intuition and not concentrate too much on the technical aspect of filming.

In the afternoon, I finally had a discussion with the architecte about filming this week-end. He did not know anything about our plan to come there. I was shocked because I had arranged with work and school and Alex and Daniel to go there. We had also looked after getting the equipment together. When I met my team-members for a discussion later, I was really angry because Daniel had not told him anything. We decided to make the best of the situation.

On Wednesday morning, Daniel presented a new image dvd concept. We all thought, it was very good. I spent my Flash class with the Video class and Mr. Roschnik, the teacher for our project. He is a very "slow" person for other people but I like him because he is calm and what he says and does makes sense. His slowness also means that he is patient. And he is very good at explaining. I learned a lot about the camera this morning.

I went to Cafe Schwarzenberg with Estelle for a discussion about our SKPH project: sustainability and consumer#s power. We also talked about Lars von Trier's films, especially "Breaking The Waves" and "Dancer in the Dark" and "Dogville". We decided that we will be working together on a project called "Trier#s female figures in his films" for MDS.

In the afternoon we had a meeting with the architect in his flat in Vienna and this time he had a lot of time for us and listened to our suggestions. He even came up with suggestions and ideas by himself!

In the middle of the discussion I got a call from the hospital that they have postponed the operation again. Until November 23rd. I could not believe it!!! I was so angry! And I am still angry! Because all the energy it costs to rearrange work, school deadlines, the filming in Tirol and some examinations at the dentists and the blood donations... OH MY GOD!!! Why can they not look up the operation planning at the hospital properly??? I mean, I did not say anything when they first changed the date but a second time??? It is just not possible to work that lazely!!!

I went home and straight to bed after that...

On Thursday, yesterday, I went to my dentist. Then I rang the blood donation center and they said I could not have the appointment today but had to postpone it as well because blood only stays fresh for six weeks. How I hated that!!!

I went to class and spent my day like a wreck because I had been up all night - psychological pain because of the needle for the blood donation. And in the end the appointment did not take place.

I listened to the people around me. Philipp is reading Paul Auster now. How on earth? Did I ever tell him about my favourite English writer? I do not remember.

Hummel accepted Nives', Ingrid's and my suggestion for female and male communication as project.

The bike store does not know when my bike will be ready. My head feels ok again and I feel so eager to do some sport again, move my body around again!!!

I felt angry and cleaned up the flat again. Oliver helped me. Lorenzo never will.

I was working on some research for the projects yesterday evening and night and even completed the programme for Veli;s and Nikolaj:s wedding calendar. It will go for printing today and I will give them the calendar next week.

Why do I have time to write all this now? Very typical for the college: We were supposed to have class this morning but the responsable teacher did not say he would be away for a seminar. And the good thing is> there is internet access again here. :-)

I am going to work tonight and tomorrow night. Luckily at least I could rearrange work for the filming in Tirol next week. At least that!!!