How can three hours and one telephone call from "my" guy just destroy two months of hard earned self-esteem? I am so down, unhappy, thinking of him again ALL THE TIME. I want this madness to stop!!! F***.

My body feels different as well. I took a 20min shower yesterday before I went to work because I was so cold and empty inside. I could not concentrate on working all night long.

Could not sleep either the whole day. Took a long sun bath in our back garden and went on to re-design. I am very happy with the outcome already.

I found some weird anti-vegan pages while I was surfing on the web. www.antivegan.de - There is also a Wikipedia entry - but it is useful for other vegan links. - This is hillarious!!! I can#t believe anyone takes the content seriously... Apparently, the owner of those websites appeared once on TV. I also found a very interesting article about all forms of eating philosophies.

Sandra was phoning today because we are going to our first djembe course tomorrow night.